I close my eyes
only to beg for peace,
keep me from digressing
hold,
control,
oh please....don`t open that door.

bubbling and building,
I feel the heat rise higher.

,I search inside franticly
for the fortitude
but find only ashes...

the mistress of my savage emotion
kicks in the door
she walks across the offenses
strewn across the floor

she is the bellicose beast that dwells in me
seething,
violent,
inflamed and
combative ferocious demon of hate.

I warned you...
you didn`t listen.
now, the door is open
and she is so very hard to put away.