Some girls no what it like to be owned others don’t because they stay out of it and will never no what its like others have been but no longer are. I fall into the last one I was owned but I’m now speaking out Sebastian owned me from when I was three to 5 when I ran away the first time. He got me back when I was seven. The day he got me back I fought as best and as hard as I could he just tied my hands behind me and put me in a car I cried and still fought him but once we got were he put the ones who needed discipline I panicked and tried to hide. He just pulled me out without a word and handed me off.
“I’m sorry papa please I’ll be good I’ll do whatever you say just please don’t leave me here please.” I begged and begged.
“Be good I’ll be back for you tomorrow.”
“Please don’t go I was scared I ran I didn’t mean harm I sorry please don’t leave me here.” He walked over where they were holding me and crouched in front of me.
“I can’t sweet your not here because your in trouble you’re here to keep you safe papa has to go to court and sort some things out. Mia is here they’ll take you to her.” He kissed the tears on my checks then my forehead then untied me. I rapped my arms around him. “Guess I can be a minute or two late Mia in her office?”
“Yes sir.” He carried me in and to an office Mia was waiting for us. I held to Sebastian tell the last minute when he handed me off. I cried and begged him to take me with him. Mia just kept me by her after he left. People came in and out a lot so she made me a hidey hole under her desk. I stayed there most the time tell I’d get hungry and started bugging her she would give me stuff to eat. At one point I fell asleep under her desk. When I woke up she was talking to someone about papa and how he might get hurt if he didn’t watch it with me. I curled out and asked for food hiding when I see whom she was talking to. I stayed tell I heard him leave. Soon after I heard someone else come in.
“Where’s the little one?” it was papa. I curled out and ran to him whispering the Ceta had been there. He just rocked me then he sat me down and moved to a chair. “They found me not guilty of killing them or kidnapping so were good there and this one was on the streets so no one will no she’s gone all we have to do is get her more used to people. This could be either really easy or really hard depending on the day. How’d she do?”
“She hid and ate I haven’t heard her speak so I don’t know how she’s doing there.

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Awesome Writing indeed Jafasa hun *hugs* could def use writing like that to add to my profile.

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. As far as I can tell she’s easy to spoke when your not here but fine when you are. Ceta did scare her some but she seems fine now.”
“Ceta scares her because he used to beat her. Sweetie no come here.” I was playing in the fish tank. When he called me over I shook the water off and went to him, he pulled me into his lap and pulled the sweater I was wearing off showing the scars. I sat still at he showed her but pulled away when she went to touch them.
“Sweetie she won’t hurt you like he did she’s like me baby trust her.”
“But she he they together!” I panicked then because of the memories where coming up. I tried to hide and make them go away but I couldn’t papa held me and spoke softly but calmly when I calmed finally and they were gone I just turned and clung to him crying. He just rocked me.
“Poor kid he did some serious damage to someone so young. Sweetie may I hold you I want to see something.”
“No me stay with papa.”
“She thinks I caused it doesn’t she?”
“No she’s scared baby papa need to go get your seat ready I’m going to give you to Mia okay she’ll bring you out. Your okay.” He handed me to here I tried to keep my grip on his shirt but I couldn’t he kissed my head then left.
“Sweetie other then that do you have a name?”
“Most call me that or J I don’t know what my real name is. Please I just want papa my head hurt and I scared.”
“Ah and I no baby I no what I wanted to see is this.” She pointed to one of my scars.
“Ceta did that it was the first one I remember.”
“I have the same one but different person; Ceta’s father did it to me. But you seem to remember more.”
“Have to I just block a lot of it.”
“Ah well come on lets get you to the car and home.”
“Yay I sleepy.” She carried me to the car and sat me in the car seat they used with me on long trips. Papa put me in and gave me a water bottle felled with milk and some fruit snacks. I drank some then put it in the cup holder and went to sleep.
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We were still on the road when I got up I drank and ate more happy when he pulled into a gas station he got out put gas in the car then pulled into a space pulled me out we walked in and he got free drinks and food I found a toy I like that reminded me of one I had and he got it for me. We paid and left he put me back in my seat I play with my new toy and babbled to him about nothing just wanted to talk. He would answer me and we did that most the way we got home late that night. He pulled into the garage and parked I was sleepy but didn’t want to go to sleep he pulled me out after putting all my stuff in the bag he had. He carried me in and laid me down. I whined because I didn’t want to go to sleep.

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this is another one of mine but with out the sisters help



I was walking to school with the girl I was now protecting. Two people grabbed us from behind I tried to get free to protect her but the one who had me pinned me to the ground.
“Stop now”
“No let us go now!”
“No” Cerridwen was crying I tried to get to her but he held me back “please let me go I wont run I need to no she isn’t hurt.”
“She isn’t she’ll be fine”
“Please I’m all she has she’s scared I need to be there”
“Don’t fight and I will.”
“Fine I wont” he let me go I moved to her calming her, the guy who had me pulled us into a car. I held her as we drove speaking softly calming her. She fell asleep against me. I woke her when the car stopped keeping my arms around her. When they went to pull me out she clung to me begging them not to take me from her so they took her and all but they guy who’d grabbed me. I was out of the car in seconds but he grabbed me spinning me so I was going a different way then the way she was. I panicked trying to fight him so I could get to her.
“Stop it she’s going to see her father”
“He’ll kill her! I need to save her let go!”
“He wont he needs her and you for me and another guy”
“For what toys?!” I was getting annoyed and mad. I went to kick but he blocked and dragged me after him. I kicked and screamed he just ignored it. I stopped walking when someone I new I panicked trying to get free to get away from him.
“Well, well, well look who we have here. It’s J”
“You no each other?”
“I’m the one who used to own her J stop now” I stopped fighting but scanned seeing whom else was there.
“Why are we here you said I never had to do this again?!”
“Its only so your safe J Sab let her go and watch” Sab let me go I moved to Tony he lifted me up I clung.
“I need to get to her I have to protect her she can’t fight”
“I no J I no I’ll get you there I will”
“Now please?!”
“Calm I will” he kissed the top of my head sitting me down. “Come both of you”
“Okay.” We followed I had to jog to stay close when Tony picked me up I whined but didn’t fight.
“Father you no J may we see the other girl?”
“Yes you may and hello again J”
“Thank you” he walked in when Cerridwen saw me she ran to me. I looked at Tony who put me down we hugged then sat talked then she curled up and went to sleep.
“Time to go J”
“NO! I stay!”
“No we go come on” this was a command one thing I couldn’t go against I whined but obeyed knowing what would happen if I didn’t.
“Good girl tired?”
“Yes very naptime?”
“No later after we get you settled then you can.”
“I want to sleep now” I whined but he hushed me. I stopped but pouted as we walked to his room. I stopped at the door not wanting to go in but he pushed me in I cried out but hush at his glare.
“Why does she obey even when you say nothing?”
“I trained her that way.” He pointed to the bed so I walked over and sat on it waiting for his next move. He talked to Sab then came over.
“You’re a fighter still aren’t you missy”
“Have to be I could have beaten him if I wasn’t paying more attention to where she was.”
“No he can I trained him just like you how’s the arm?”
“Better no thanks to you.”
“Yes thanks to me” reaching for my arm which I pulled away from him but he still got it testing it. He hit one of the sore spots and I slapped at him.
“Stop!”
“No hold still” he pulled me into his lap breaking my arm. I screamed fighting him. He just sat me on the bed and went on to fixing. I was now crying but holding still.
“Why did you break her arm?”
“To keep her in line.”
“Oh.” He just backed up. Tony finishes and gave me something for the pain. I slowly fell asleep.
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I woke up to Tony and Sab talking. I sat up curling to Tony leaning on him.
“Your awake good missy good” he pulled me into his lap.
“Does she always do that when she wakes?”
“No usually she yells but she knows not to with people around.”
“Ah” I tried to chew on Tony’s necklace but he pulled away moving me onto Sab’s lap. I panicked reaching for Tony. Tony didn’t take me back so I tried to fight Sab off to get away. That’s when Tony stepped in slapping my hand.
“No” I yelled shutting completely up when mom came in.
“What’s going on in here?”
“She doesn’t like Sab and I had to break her arm again.”
“Ah J come here” I stood and walked to her. She picked me up checking my arm then laid me on the bed. Then called Tony and Sab out of the room. When they came back she picked me up carrying me out.
“You’re going to stay with me for the night.”
“I hungry”
“Not surprised you haven’t eaten all day.”
“True when is dinner?”
“Soon sweetie.”
“Okay” she sat me down so I ran into her room running hugging Cerridwen then we both started laughing as we went. Mom yelled after us to be careful. We were until we ran right into the one most the kids called Brother. She screamed I just held her glaring at him.
“Well hi there little missy who’s this?”
“Hi and the one I protect now move!”
“Maybe I will maybe I won’t.”
“Pretty please?” he moved then followed us we went to the dining room finding food. I was happy and dove into it. Mom came in shortly after pulling away taking us back to her room. I cried at first but quieted when she laid us down for bed.
“Sleep your safe.”
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When I woke Cerridwen was screaming and crying I sat up moving to her but Tony held me back.
“She’s fine she’s just talking to her dad.”
“LET ME GO! She’s not fine she’s scared as hell.”
“She is, his not there to hurt her, his helping.”
“No she’s not let me go”
“Stop she’s safe. Tyler hold her for a minute?”
“Sure” Tyler took me. Tyler was the first to have control of me.
“Thank you. Get her out of here now!” Tyler moved me out of the room. I tried to fight him off forgetting he was stronger, he pinned me to a wall.
“STOP THAT NOW! If you don’t I will.”
“Let me go!”
“No stop fighting and stop being a brat!” I stopped fighting going limb.
“Good girl you’re going to play by my rules for right now.”
“I know” he began moving me to his room I went willingly.
“Tony will be here soon you can draw while we wait.”
“Okay” I went over and drew waiting for Tony. Tyler sat by me drawing with me. I smiled at him. I went back to drawing, a little while later Tony came in.
“That’s cute J we will be just out side the door.”
“Okay” they left and I drew more. After a little while I went and lay down. I soon fell asleep.
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Tony woke me up.
“J I’m going out of town so Tyler’s in charge.”
“Why?”
“Because dad needs me at the other house.”
“No leave.”
“I have to. Tyler you may want to hold on to her.” Tyler put his arm around me holding me against him. When Tony left I tried to fight Tyler off but he just pinned me down.
“STOP IT J!”
“LET ME GO!!”
“Stop” he pulled me into his lap I just started to cry. He just rocked me. I started chewing on his shirt. He pulled me away giving me a snack. I ate then tried to get away.
“No.”
“I want Tony back you go away.”
“I am staying and he’ll be back soon.”
“NO I want him!”
Mom walked in. “J stop he’ll be back” I stopped not liking how thing were going. I moved back over to Tyler curling up at his feet. Soon after I fell asleep.
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I woke up at the time I was thought to when I was little. Tyler was there when I did; he was lying next to me on the bed looking proud of himself I looked to see why. I winced at the pain in my neck.
“Yes I bit you no I didn’t take a lot.”
“Why did you bite me?”
“Was hungry you where there. Not like Tony will care.”
“He will if I sat you did it with out asking.”
“No he wont now get up and change so we can go mean Tony at the airport.”
“Fine” I went and changed when I came back out he had another girl in there that he was feeding off of I turned and walked out the door heading to mom’s room. Soon after getting there Tyler came in looking pissed but happy all at once.
“Thought I’d find you here.”
“I’m not hard to find. Not like I ran away again just left you to finish what you were doing.”
“Yeah I no lets go.” He walked out and I followed and got in the car. When we got to the airport Tony was waiting I was out and in his arms as soon as the car stopped. He laughed stopping when he saw the bite marks.
“J who bit you?”
“Tyler.”
“Did he ask?”
“No I was asleep when he did it.”
“Tyler come here no”
“Yes Tony.”
“Why did you bite her?”
“I was hungry, she was there.”
“Do it again I kill you J get back in the car while Tyler and I talk.”
“Okay!” I got in and watched Tyler started yelling Tony said something and he stopped and got in and then Tony did to. We left going home. They stayed quiet so I said nothing. When we got home mom was waiting Tyler went with her and I stayed with Tony.
“Up?”
“Yes.” He picked me up. I clung to him happy. He smiled at me carrying me to his room. When he sat me down I whined but quieted when he looked at me.
“Sorry sweetie what Tyler did is getting to me.”
“I no it is he said you wouldn’t care.”
“I no let me change and we will hang out.”
“Okay!” I waited laying back dosing off.

Awesomesauce Jafasa

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Abysteel Sin (341) said
Awesomesauce Jafasa

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What she said!

Excellent writing.

thank you and sorry for not being on much

Part one: the beginning
By: J Bennett- Stevenson











I was walking around the area I lived in just trying to clear my mind. I had gotten into a fight at school so I still hadn’t gone home. Someone walked up behind me so I walked fast moving into one of the stores they followed. I went into the back getting a drink then checked out and left moving to the school. No one really noticed I was there I moved to the class I need to be in and took my seat. Someone followed me in I looked up to see who but couldn’t tell he moved to talk to the teacher. They spoke then he came and sat next to me.
“I hear you got in a fight earlier may I ask what it was about?” I ignored him writing waiting for class to start.
“J please answer him” that was Mr. D.
“Yes I got in a fight and because they started it I won though.” I turned going back to writing. The bell rang and kids filed in and class started. I sat quietly in my corner.
“This is Tyler his here to explain why fighting isn’t good.”
“How many of you fight here?” 20 of raised our hands. “J I no you are why don’t you come up here?” I walked up staying away from him.
“Okay I’m up here now what?”
“See how she acts like she’s not scared? That’s because I suspect she’s been fighting and fending for her self for years. J is that true?”
“The fighting part yes fending for myself no and I’m not scared fear is what can kill you.”
“Very true and you are.” He moved closer so I stood my ground not showing any fear. When he had me where I couldn’t go anywhere he pulled the knife I carried out of my pocket.
“May I have that back?”
“No I have a feeling this is what makes you feel safe.”
“It is but not for the reason you think.”
“Oh it isn’t?”
“No I got that from a friend who was killed 9 days later. You think you no me no one here does no one ever will now give it back so I can leave” I grabbed it and got away running from the room and out of the school. I went to one of my hiding places. I stayed tell night time moving to a new place as I walked someone grabbed me moving me to a car.
“You were scared of me and you shouldn’t have run from me.” It was Tyler I paused for a second then started fighting. He pulled me to the car pushing me in. I went to break free but he just used it as a way to hold me at this point he had both my hands and had seated himself next to me.
“Stop fighting me and hold still.”
“Um no!” I kept fighting until I got tired and couldn’t fight any more.
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I woke up scared and in an unfamiliar place. I started too sit up but decided to stay lying down. Someone came in shortly after so I closed my eyes and acted like I was sleep. They moved closer touching the side of my throat.
“The master will like her she is young.”
“She’s a fighter though.”
“True she awake?”
“Most likely J I no your awake open your eyes is all I ask”
I did but when I saw Tyler and someone else both with knifes I hid my face hoping not to be hurt.
“Calm were not here to hurt you” Tyler sat next to me. “sit up please you need to eat and drink before we move you”
“I will if the knifes go away”
“Okay” I heard noise then he pulled me where I was sitting up. I opened my eyes looking around he put a sandwich in front of me with a glass of water. I ate and drank it all the started looking for more.
“No more come on we have to get you checked in.”
“Checked in where? Why?”
“With the boss and your new home.”
“Which is where and who’s the boss? Why am I here?
“You’ll see and because I like you. Now either let me carry you or walk on your own.”
“I’ll walk thank you” I stood waiting for them to show the way. But Tyler just picked me up. I kicked at him trying to get down. He just ignored it and carried me into another room. The room was filled with people so I moved where if he sat me down I could fight if I needed to. Tyler moved me by the guy who seemed to in charge.
“This is J.”
“Okay she staying with you or moving with the others?”
“For right now stay with me she is a fighter and very annoyed right now.”
“Yes, yes, I am now put me down.”
“No sorry and should I take her to see mom?”
“Yes see what mom says to do with some of anger in her.”
“Okay.” He carried me into another room there was a lady who seemed not to notice us.
“Tyler the boss said you had a guest, is this her.”
“Yup J this is mom.”
“Hi, can I get down now?!”
“Mom you think it’s safe she is a fighter and annoyed right now.”
“Do it I want to see what she does.” He sat me down, I looked around the made a run for the door almost got to it before Tyler had me. I screamed attacking him trying to get away but he just pinned me arms to me sides.
“Your right she is a fighter. Also scared more then I’d expect.”
“I’m not scared!”
“You are that’s why you fight isn’t it?”
“No I fight to protect me and those close to me now let me go!” He handed me to mom, she looked me over.
“How did you get these scars?”
“None of your business now let me go.”
“It is mine if you stay here.”
“Fine I was beat as a kid it’s the scars from that can I go now?”
“By who sweetie?”
“Don’t know don’t remember.”
“Sad Tyler go get her food and let me handle her for a minute.”
“Okay.” He left and I pulled away.
“Stop I just want to talk.”
“I want to hide if I can’t fight I hide please let go!?”
“No ones going to hurt you calm down.” Tyler came back with food. I watched as he moved by me with it.
“Hungry J?”
“Yes.”
“Eat then.” He moved it where I could eat and mom let me go. I ate then scooted under the bed. I hid there tell Tyler pulled me out. I screamed trying to fight him, it didn’t work this time because I had my eyes closed. I cried when I couldn’t get free.
“Put her in the crib in your room for the night see if it calms her at all.”
“Okay.” He carried me out of his room rocking me as he went. He laid me down in a crib once in the room, I cried for a while than curled up going to sleep.
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I woke up unsure of where I was but felt safe in the crib. Tyler walked over when I started making noise. I swatted at his hands when he tried to pull me out.
“If you behave I’ll let you stay in there, this is Tony he’ll be watching you for 10 15 minutes okay?”
“I will, hi, and why, where you going?”
“I have to turn in some stuff to into the boss. Tony she is a fighter so your warned.”
Tyler left and Tony just stood there. I played with the toys in it.
“You don’t have to stare at me the whole time.”
“I no but your cute.”
“Thanks. See any food?”
“No.”
“Oh well.” I laid back going to sleep again.
~
When I woke Tyler was pulling me out of the crib I tried to make him go away but he wouldn’t.
“Mom’s going to try something see if it helps you at all.”
“Can I walk?”
“You may.” He sat me down watching as I got used to walking again then took my hand and lead me back to mom’s room.
“You hungry J?”
“Yes.”
“Go to mom. I’ll be back soon.” I walked to her, she pulled me up into her lap.
“We are going to try to put you on milk for a while.” I looked at her not getting what she was saying until she pulled a bottle of milk out and gave it to me. I drank it then looked for more. She gave me second one.
“Slow down you’ll be getting them every 2 hours or so.”
“Okay.” I finished it then looked for a place to sleep. She laid me in a crib that she had set up. I was asleep in a matter of seconds.
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I woke to mom speaking to Tyler.
“She was abused I think. She shows signs of it.”
“How so?”
“The way she speaks when she’s scared it’s like she’s begging when you left her she protects her chest and legs.”
“Not good.”
“No we need to be careful.”
“We do. She’s awake.”
“I no. J sweetie will you sit up.” I sat up looking at them. Mom moved over lifting me out.
“J did someone hurt you?”
“Yes but she already figured it out.” I pulled away when she sat me down but she wouldn’t let me.
“Stop I no your scared.”
“No you don’t let me go!” someone walked in I looked to see who and panicked fighting her getting free and running. I got out of the room and far enough away to feel safe. I moved to a room finding it empty. I hid for what felt like days. Soon someone came in.
“J his gone why don’t you come out.”
“No I not coming out just put food out then leave I’ll stay here.”
“No come out.” I slowly came out seeing Tyler with mom. I moved to mom, she picked me up. I cried holding tight to her. She rocked me.
“Was he the one who hurt you?”
“Yes.”
“come on lets go back to moms room.” Mom carried me back to her room sitting me in the crib. I slowly fell asleep.
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When I woke up mom, Tyler, and the boss were talking.
“I think he beat and sexual abused her.” When I heard that I started making noise Tyler heard me and came over.
“Calm were just figuring it out. Are you hungry?”
“You no it all at this point and yes very.”
“Mom and I do he doesn’t.” Tyler pulled me out of the crib and handed me off to mom. She took me and gave and gave me a bottle. I drank it then tried to get down.

this is the back story to the second story on here


Edited at 06/18 12:52:00

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Jafasa Mary DeLoom (4356) said
thank you and sorry for not being on much

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Its quiet alright dear and keep up the great work.

thank you